I've been away...a lot....recently from dA. With No real intention, just been absent minded and not into it. I've hit another hard and long wall with my writing. The fact that I am the happiest I have ever been in my whole life kind of throws me out of my element. Not that that is a bad thing lol. Just when all I ever wrote was depressive and about the first feelings of love it's been hard to write about an almost year relationship.

That's right. February 14th, 2009 will mark my one year anniversary with Nina <3 It's been one long ass yet slow as hell year. And I don't think I could have spent it with a more lovely girl. :3 I love you baby and can't wait to see you this weekend!

Other than that...not much to say. College is pretty easy, not really a worry just a bother. First semester went by pretty fast and I ended with a 3.55 GPA...not what I wanted...was aiming more for a >3.8 but what ever. Freshman in college that ain't too bad. This semester I fucking hope goes by fast, and since I'm only taking 12 credit hours oppose to 15 this semester I need to not get any god damn B's or B+'s.

I'm starting to re-think Civil Engineering...for Archaeology.

And lastly a lot of shit has gone down but what ever. Those people know who they are and what they did. It may not be on my heart to forgive them now, or ever maybe....wow thought there would be more to that.

Below is a fucking amazing song by In This Moment, who I got the pleasure of seeing with Five Finger Death Punch. Check them out playing ALL Warped Tour dates this year.


Can anybody tell me why
We're lying here on the floor
And neither of us can barely breathe at all
The doctors saying hold on tight
As we say our last goodbyes
And this is, a moment that changes our whole lives

And I still believe in the good
And I still believe in the light
And I wanna feel the sun
I wanna free you tonight
And I still believe in the good
And I still believe in the light
And I wanna feel the sun
I wanna free you tonight

I'm staring deep into your eyes
They're telling me the time has come
And I know you're ready to rise and sail home
The room is filling up with light
As we say our last goodnight
I thank you for every second of your life

And I still believe in the good
And I still believe in the light
And I wanna feel the sun
I wanna free you tonight
And I still believe in the good
And I still believe in the light
And I wanna feel the sun
I wanna free you tonight

I'm falling, watching as your hurting
I'm down here I'm on my knees
How can I survive
And you turn to me and promise me you're ready
And tell me you'll be waiting on the other side

And I still believe in the good
And I still believe in the light
And I wanna feel the sun
I wanna free you tonight
And you showed me all the good
And you lead me through the light
And you gave me the sun
It's time to free you tonight